As Above, So Below

How to get all your parts on the same page by using your birth chart

Have you ever felt torn? Like there are parts of yourself somehow getting in the way of your true desires? Or wondered why some things can leave you feeling terrified, as they sing their siren song to draw you ever closer; knowing it aches, but also feels oddly good to hurt? I certainly have. As an autistic exvangelical, I was trained to minimize my internal felt senses, the things I deeply knew, in favor of trying to outsource my salvation. Finding my way back was a feat only possible after burnout left me a shell of my former self, after I had no choice but to sit with my demons, to cobble together some sense of meaning outside of what anyone else said “should” be true for me. I started with the Moon, falling deeply in love & letting her love me back. Astrology gave me a much better understanding of time, cyclical & storied, that resonated more deeply with my own cyclical body than the linear extraction model capitalism has sold us. In studying astrology intensely, as well as other…